When doing the right thing turns into a battle

 I've always been seen as the strict one, the smart productive girl who has her life under control. The one who doesn't make "those mistakes ",but life doesn't always work that way. 

I blocked him because I wanted to do the right thing. I wanted to obey Allah  and stepaway from what i know was haram .it wasn't an easy decision but it felt like the honest one .

A friend i once trusted, someone who claimed to care for me ,turned against me, when I blocked him his love twisted into anger ,suddenly the same pictures and words I once shared in trust because weapons in his hands. 

It's easy for people to say "that would never happen to me "I used to believe that too ,but there I am living proof that even even the most careful girls can get caught off guard. 

And the truth is that this doesn't make me weak, this doesn't make me less smart. What it shows is betrayal, not stupidity, the shame is his to carry not mine.